Because he's my own kinda King

Do you know?

I keep having u in my dreams lately

U wouldn't know how much i try to avoid and forget u

But u still come in my dreams nway

I dunno whats wrong with me

I feel this weird feeling of wanting u back

Even tho i know that we are not good for each other

Lately u dont really care about me

I dunno why maybe u realize that i'm nothing to u

Or maybe u realize that i am just a dust in one of ur books

It hurts, u know. 

Wanting u back, but getting no responses out of u

I wanna forget u

Pls let me forget u

I know we can be cool as friends

I want us to be friends too

But i dunno what's this feelings i'm having

I need to get rid of it i really do

And by getting rid of it

I need to get rid of u

I love u so much why cant i have u back?

I hope in another 10 years, i'll be laughing out loud to this entry.

And in another 10 years, i hope that i already met my soulmate.

Pls.